Yes, I know.

It's been a LONG time since I blogged. There's no excuse, except that I've been busy. Busy, busy, busy. Nowadays, that's my answer for everything- Dinner tonight? Nope, busy. Finished your homework? Nope, busy. How's life? BUSY!

Tonight, I'm pretty frustrated, so blogging is in order (I thought my friends might not be so pleased if I called them at 3am to whine). After an extremely stressful couple of weeks, and a balancing act such as I have never performed, I feel like a failure.

My class at ARC has been canceled. This actually saves me a lot of work in the long run, but I nearly killed myself scrounging up enough people for the class (we started with 4, and needed 22- we got 21) and juggling rehearsal and performance dates between both schools to make everyone happy. More than anything, I feel like I've let people down and that's a terrible feeling.

I'm overwhelmed with my masters program. I want to quit SO bad, I've been on the verge almost every day for the past two weeks. Losing the class at ARC diminishes my desire pretty significantly. At this point, I'm sticking with it out of sheer stubbornness. I hate to quit.

We had back-to-school night tonight where 90% of the parents seemed really happy with my teaching, but the other 10% just wanted to know how their child could possibly be failing a vocal class- easy- they're not doing the work. But, of course, that's my fault. Still, I have this need-to-please-want-to-say-yes complex, and I feel like it IS my fault, when I know it's not. Sigh. Wanna go back to Mexico...

Actually, I need to blog about that. ;D More later!